And now I'm thinking that maybe this is one of the issues that's troubling us. I think I stopped asking for help from you, not because I didn't trust you, but because it seemed like such a burden on you, trusting you was only hurting you and making things worse and harder for you. So I cloistered. I stopped asking, maybe I was scared that if you couldn't handle it it would feel like when I've been let down and that would actually break the trust. So I stopped so as to keep my trust in you.
Wow this sounds so convoluted. It's mulling about in my brain how to go about fixing this, finding a new tactic or whatever.
Hmmmmm
Watch this space
